YOU HAVE TO NOURISH that which is really your nature, and you have to stop nourishing that which is not your real nature.
AND HOW TO DECIDE WHICH IS YOUR REAL NATURE?
Whenever you are moving into your real nature YOU WILL FEEL HAPPY, YOU WILL FEEL BLISSFUL. That is the criterion, remember it always.
So WHATSOEVER GIVES YOU JOY, SERENITY, CALMNESS, COOLNESS -- whatsoever makes you more centered -- is your true nature. That has to be nourished more and more. More care has to be taken about it, you have to pour your energies into it.
AND WHENEVER YOU FEEL SAD, DEPRESSED, ANGRY, RESTLESS... that is not your real nature. You have to slowly slowly disassociate yourself from this. Keep yourself aloof -- just like when an uninvited guest comes to your home. It is an uninvited guest. And if you go on feeding both, you will get more and more into a kind of split; that's how people become schizophrenic.
The Sun Rises in the Evening
Ch #2: Waiting, just waiting